Can't Sleep, Zombie State

can't sleep
too many thoughts to think
can't focus
too many wishes to dream

looked around a
disordered house
listened now and
heard no sound

caused me to fear
no one is here
caused me to panic
zombie manic

can't sleep
too many thoughts to think
can't focus
eyes blink

it's just a feeling, i keep telling myself
it's just a pain, i keep telling myself
it's not forever, i keep telling myself
it's not forever, i keep telling myself

it's a road but not the destination
it's a crack but not the indentation
it's a fear but not desperation
it's a fear but not desperation

i keep telling myself
i keep telling myself
i keep telling myself
i keep telling myself

until i believe myself
until i believe myself
until i believe myself
until i believe myself